Things I Never Said

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Cat No: BSM286V

Release Date: 09 October 2020

Label: Big Scary Monsters

Packaging Type: Slip Sleeve (CD or Vinyl)

No of Units: 1

Barcode: 5060366789211

Genres: Rock

Description
There's a line on Oceanator's debut full-length when Elise Okusami belts, "I think I think too much." It's a plainspoken yet resounding thesis for an album called Things I Never Said, which sees the NYC multi-instrumentalist hyperbolically equating early adulthood malaise with apocalyptic destruction. The type of anxieties that form when thoughts bottle up and stress gets the best of you. Throughout the record, allusions to intrusive thoughts and depression-induced stasis are weaved in between references to falling skies, rolling fires, and the possibility of the world literally falling apart. "If the sun never came up tomorrow / do you think we would even notice?" Okusami asks in "I Would Find You," a moody ode to staying out late and sleeping until the afternoon. Or as Okusami puts it, "keeping to the shadows." However, while her emotional and physical solitude makes for a resilient foe, Things I Never Said is ultimately a record about finding comfort in the face of destruction. Whether it be through appreciating the little things, like "hot tea on a cold fall day / and dressing up for Halloween," or forming a bond with someone you can mutually confide in about mental afflictions ("I told you I could never be enough / you took me by the hand / and told me you understand"). Complementary to the extraordinarily direct subject matter, the songs themselves are punchy, sticky, and immediately engrossing pieces of heavy grunge-pop. The album opens with pounding power-chords that Okusami tastefully palm-mutes in order to accentuate the hook, and then lets rip by the song's gratifying climax, adding a simple yet hooky lead riff for extra emphasis. Although she recruited a couple friends/members of the Oceanator touring band to play many of the bass and drum parts, Okusami is the sole songwriter/arranger of her music, and the instrumentation feels intimately connected with her lyrics. "Heartbeat" is a racing power-pop cut with a joyously shreddy guitar arpeggio that perfectly translates the chest-thumping rush of
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